But I’m really not This is just another rant. Just how pissed off I am. I feel so sick. So tired of believing. I mean, I actually almost believed you. But it was all lies. Just stinking LIES. Whatever, I’m over it. Screw you. Just don’t talk to me for a while.
The days go by in a flash, But my heart slows, Because you’re not around, I fell for you, I fell so damn hard, And here I am, Fallen for the wrong guy again, It wasn’t supposed to happen, We were just friends, I had someone else in mind, But you captured my heart, I was pulled towards you so much, So much, Without knowing I began to fall, Without knowing the other guy became blurry, But you’re taken, Its so wrong, So wrong, I always fall for the wrong guy. What is wrong with me? I won’t go after you, Because you love who you’re with, You’re taken and happy, Happy, But I’m devasted and confused, Confused. I don’t know what to do anymore. I will push forward, Act like I don’t have such strong feelings, Say yes to the other guy, And move on and forget, Forget, Just how much I like you. Because its wrong of me to intrude. So rude. I’m sorry. Because I fell for the wrong guy… I fell for you….
Because we started talking again like old friends on the day we started dating so long ago. I was confused, but now I’m better. Being like this with you again, Like the old buttheaded friends we were back before it all happened, It nice. I love the fact we can talk so late and that you’re the first person I talk to. Man are we stupid. Our conversations crack me up. I value our friendship more than anything. Bahaha, love you buttheadeded friend.
Since we met and became friends. But its been 5 years since we dated, almost 5 since we broke up 7 months later. On this day, five years ago we started dating, And I realized my feelings for you. Now, on this day I feel either sad or lonely, And nostalgia sets in, But today, we started talking again, And I haven’t been happy like this in a long time. I’m glad we’re getting along today. I’m glad I sent you that text. I feel so much lighter.
Is not a good idea. The fact that he listened to me rant And tried placing himself in my shoes With all the anger I feel and frustration Makes it harcder to get over you. He knows one of my biggest secrets And didnt turn away from me. He understands me. He saw me weak today and saw me cry You have no idea how hard it is to get over you You doing what you did today Made me feel closer to you Even if by a little bit But you have made it harder for me to get over you. I’m glad we’re friends There’s no doubt. Because you are a good friend. So, thank you. Now I just have to try a little harder to get over you After one year or more of liking you Hehehe…